who am I?

Sometimes i wonder that who am I?

with no one around I simply ponder by...!!! 

Am I a person with emotional traits.. 

or someone who take life as a roller coaster blade.

Or do I value some idealistic notion...

or is it something which I never want to question.

Is Fun an integral part,

or is it just a fear of being left alone in a drowsy graph.

Do people around matter to me 

or it’s simply the glory I crave to dress in..

Can I actually see tears in someone’s eye 

or its simply the façade that I just wear by. 

There are some things that give me pleasure

but do I have any passion to keep them live forever?

Why just I can’t keep every one happy 

and make my life hunky-dory!! 

Trust is something I don’t want to talk, 

as how you will ever authenticate that who is true and who is wrong.

 Its really weird and strange that who am I...

its still a question to me which never pass by!!