Together or Apart?

4.30 p.m. I ran all around to look for him. On our way he was all calm and serene resting besides me as both of us had a long day!! I was super keyed up to go home and meet everyone and how much should I regret that in the excitement I lost him. I hate to say good bye but it had to happen.Someday.

“Where should I begin? Should I start by telling that how much I miss him? Or the days I have spent with him were beautiful? Or that in the short time I had known him, I had come to believe that we were meant to be together. I can say all these things and all would be true, but as I reread them, all I can think is that I wish I were with him, holding him and value him for what he was to me.”  <>

We met on my last birthday in London. He was famous then, everyone used to talk about him and so did I. My lifelines, my friends there, understanding my growing feelings for him, introduced us. I never knew that we will come so far, but nonetheless it was love at first sight. Recently we celebrated our first anniversary unaware of the fact that it would be the last. He was a true witness of all my laughs, smiles, tears, emotions, banters and discussions. There were times when I disliked him. Hated him.Overexpected but he never stepped back whenever I needed comfort or I wanted to talk, bitch or simply blurt out any storm rising inside me.  He had his typical charm of reminding me of the good times when I was down or emotional... be it my best friend turning gay on friendship’s day or the awesome house parties we had or the weirdest dance lessons my friends practiced or all the simple, funny and extremely hilarious arguments I had with my pals whom I miss all the time.
 
“M’am, you would need to board the flight now or you will have to miss it” A flight attendant told me the same with a worried and comforting look. She was aware that it would not be an easy decision for me. He was no where. ..I had to make a choice. I didn’t know when would I see him again? Probably never. There is something about him that I will never forget. He entered my life as my birthday present and I didn’t know when he became a part of it.

I can just hope that some day we l be united as your ringtone is still echoing in my heart... My LG Cookie…!! I miss you.